friends are like balloons

Life is too short to wake up with regrets.
Love the people who treat you right.
Forget about the ones who don't.
Believe everything happens for a reason.
If you get a second chance, grab it with both hands.
If it changes your life, let it.
Nobody said life would be easy.
They just promised it would be worth it.


Friends are like balloons.
Once you let them go, you can't get them back.
So I'm gonna tie you to my heart so I never lose you.

How do I breathe yeah
How do I breathe yeah
Feels so different being here
I'm so used to being next to you
Life for me is not the same
Theres no-one to talk to
Don't know why I let it go too far
Starting over it's so hard
Seems like everywhere I try to go
I keep thinking of you


I just had a wake up calls,
Wishing that I never let you fall,
Baby you are not blame at all.
Remember when I pushed you away?
Baby if you knew I cared,
You'd have never went nowhere,
Girl I should've been right there.


How do I breathe,
Without you here by my side?
How will I see,
When your love brought me to the light?
Where do I go,
When your heart's where I lay my head?
When you're not with me,
How do I breathe?
How do I breathe?


Girl I'm losin' my mind.
Yes I made a mistake.
I thought that you would be mine.
Guess the joke was on me.
I miss you so bad I can't sleep.
I wish I knew where you could be.
Another dude is replacing me,
but this can't be happening.


I just had a wake up call,
Wishing that I never let you fall,
Baby you are not blame at all.
when I was the one that pushed you away
Baby if you knew I cared,
You'd have never went nowhere,
Girl I should've been right there.


How do I breathe,
Without you here by my side?
How will I see,
When your love brought me to the light?
Where do I go,
When your heart's where I lay my head?
When you're not with me,
How do I breathe?
How do I breathe?


I can't get over you no, (ooooh)
Baby I don't wanna let go.
Girl you need to come home,
Back to me,
Cuz girl you made it hard to breathe,
When you're not with me.

Tell me how do I breathe,
Without you here by my side?
How will I see,
When your love brought me to the light?
Where do I go,
When your heart's where I lay my head?
When you're not with me,
How do I breathe?
How do I breathe?

abandoned

HELLO PEOPLE ! I know my blog had been slept in the casket for months due to my lazy-ness. Particularly, my exam and final just over. So, I'm free ! call me out if any plans come out aight ? I'm S&A, lol anyway,skip out all the crap.

Yesterday, I went back to my secondary with Matthew,kinda have few renovation going on. Matthew got the blood relation with Founder of Penang,Francis Light. He's sweet and good looking thought,Girls, interested ? ask me for more of his info. LOL !

Went to Queensbay after that,had our lunch at Oldtown and movie afterward. The Land Of the Lost. The movie were full of crap yet funny ! At night,went to Greenlane McD to tutor Zhi Qi with Matthew. That girl is funny and cute. HAHAHAHA. she's like " STOP laughing,it's not funny ! " Then me and Matthew go LOL again Dx *pictures available at her blog http://qilicioous.blogspot.com/2009/08/1st-out-going-x.html


Swimming later on,got to build up our body dude!

it's the last thing i do

I never felt nothing in the world like this before
Now I'm missing you
and I'm wishing you would come back through my door
Why did you have to go?
You could have let me know
so now I'm all alone

Girl you could have stayed but you wouldn't give me a chance
With you not around it's a little bit more than I can stand
And all my tears they keep runnin' down my face
Why did you turn away?

So why does your pride make you run and hide
Are you that afraid of me?
But I know it's a lie what you keep inside
This is not how you want it to be

So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don't know what else I can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

SandCastle

Went to Ananda with Yuan,Wq,Lin and lin gf ( rachel). As usual,i drove them.
Park outside Mervyn shop,we all wanted to try the Nasi Briyani,badly the staff said finished.
It's only 2plus,finish so fast? ?Nvm.
Went to Mervyn shop to reload my phone. Should ask Mervyn treat me x) kidding.
After that around 3 something i guess,we went to beach.
The troublesome security guard dont let us walk through the hotels. Damm !
walk to beach by using the housing area there. SO DAMM HOT i tell you.
But we saw a car stuck at the beach,nearly to the sea. At first, we thought why that car parked at there until we saw a tracker pass us.
Standing under the shaddy place enjoy the moment.Then I saw a personel SingleJetSki. so yengg man ! Wish I have one. LOL.
After the car been pulled back to the land,then we saw a puppy ran out from one of the house.

*pointbelow*

It ran toward us,then squart down like he's scared of us. Then he start running around us,then Yuan play with him.
It's ear turn to the back,with 2 big shining black eye and non-stop shaking tail.

"Sayang me pleaseeeeeeee"

yuan sayang him,see his cute face. After sayang him,he ran around and find other peoples. cisss!

Then i'm thinking to write my name on the beach and take picture with the waves together.

tried few times then only success once.

When i'm taking picture,the puppy attack Wq from the back,not really attack,just ambush him. The puppy ran toward Wq and we're like " Wq the dog coming!" Wq shout. The puppy squeeze over from Wq leg then came out in the middle.

We dig a hole but too near to the sea,the wave came,hole filled full with water.Deep enough? NO !

This is the another hole we dig,at the end we build walls infront it to block the water. Then become SandCastle. HAHAHA. I stand in the hole,reacthe deepnest is actually reached half of my leg.

TA DANG ! representing our so called cacat castle. by me,yuan and lin

Pizza Hut for dinner .

Next post is Beach ! haha,stay tune.

Hike to Penang Hill

Last saturday went hiking with my parent. Since long time didn't exercise,it's time to start all over again. Reach MoonGate at 2.30pm. Start hiking from 2.35pm,reach 84 at 3.30.

So, it's about an hour, i din't feel exhausted like the 1st time i followed them. Well, I'm leading this time. HAHAHAHA. stamina improved yeah ? :P

took some photos about the jungle track and views from 84.

reaching 84 pitstops in 10 minutes :D

At this time,I followed my parents them use the jungle track to P.H instead of tarc road.

Journey is longer but not that tiring :D passed a farm full with Durians.

View beside the farm. My house is somewhere there*pointpoint*LOL

After 30 minutes i guess ? reached Tram middle station.





Follow the Top Station arrow.

We start to hike by following the drain. challenging yea,NOT.
Mum at the front,see the purple cloth and white pants MAMA. :D
Bamboo.s

here come the challenging part. Somes of the trees fall downs and blocked our road.

So,we got to climb/jump over the big trunks.where as the front part is full with mud :S

Jump Mum Jump ! XD

From here onwards,took us about 10 minutes to reach Penang Hill. As usual,100 plus and Ice Kacang. hahahaha.

random plan

woke by Vincent phone call in the early morning,my alarm not even rang yet.Fecthed Vincent and Janice to college.

class finish at 1,but 30 minutes before that,Me and Mervyn start countdowns. Due to we're lazy to do the exercise anymore :P

Then we off to Gurney for movie. MonsterVsAlien(3D).The ticket was selling fast,and there's only front seats. So we changed plan. We watched " I'm 17 Again "

Before that,we went to Breeks for brunch. When the bills come,Jason start his India Math calculation. :X

Our movie started at 3.20 i guess? You can hear Jason LOL-ed in the cinema whenever there's funny.*hislionvoicelikeRAWRRRR*

After movie,we got no plan,so i suggested Beach :) Sort of addicted to Sunset pictures.
So,i request Janice become the model, and she asked 5bucks per-snap. Tsk tskkk!

nice kan Janice? HAHAHA:P

more phots and videos on Jason's blog

http://jasonlee77.blogspot.com/2009/06/another-outing.html

After that, ME,Vincent,Jason & Janice went to Mervyn to have me&jason dinner.

chit-chated until 8something,we just went back.

Z.Yuan buddy birthday ;)

Friday the 5th. Zhong Yuan Birthday.

Yuan fetched Lin to my house at 5smtg? after their class dismiss.
I drove them as usual,fetched Wei Qi. O.K.U or cement boy.
We went to Tg.Bungah beach 1st while waiting L.Chun to dismiss from his work.
i took some sunsets photo. my skill not bad right? XP

half of Wei Qi

After sunset,drove back to fetch L.Chun. Massive traffic jam from St.Georges > Union > Greenlane>Highways>Penang Bridge.

W.q complaining he very hungry,as if we're not. haiyoo,he's so noisy in the car.

shout and shake in the car. My whole car shaking all the way. lol

fetched L.chun, then my car getting noiser. alamak,pening with them.

That birthday boy,Yuan,open my door while i driving,orang gilerr LOL x]

I drove them to E-gate, OldTown to have our dinner. All ordered Nasi Lemak. hahahaha

About 10,drove them all to my house to celebrate Yuan Birthday.

Happy Birthday Zhong Yuan,

Birthday Boy ! spot the candle :X

Mum took this for us. OMGZ i look FUGLY >.<

from right : L.chun,Wq,Birthday boy,Me,Lin

feed him until the cake fall on his pant. =.=

Before he go back, i take water splash on him. He's all WET ! then we hug,all of us half wet. hahaha

bet he will shivering when he drove bike back.

Janice birthday

This is specially for Janice Leong. Happy 18th Birthday ! Sorry for late post,cause i just tranfers all the pictures to my laptop. x]

Well,after the beach with you all, i rush back to bake for you ;) Strawberry Cheese Cake. Look Delicious right? wahahahaha !

My plans is I send the cake to you at 0000hour but failed. Due to the delay of baking,then the cake cant harden in time ;\

Particularly, i'm not that good in baking,my friend helped me too :) he do the topping while i do the decoration.

Ta Danggg ! This is her birthday cake.

As I failed to be the 1st one,i'm thinking to be the last one. Badly she came back late.
Become belated birthday for her. LOL. lateeee 20 minute ! x]
Sing for her in the car and she blow the candle before make a wish. see la this girl. nak kena sakai betul.
Light up back for her and ask her make a wish then just blow. hahaha.

MAMBAIYO ! what's mean? idontknow, it's just came out my mind. xD

Being long time i didn't update my blog. sorry due to laziness and busy-ness.
Let's start with last wednesday. 3rd of June.
total of 8 peoples,my collegues hike from Youth Park to Penang Hill.
Journey started at 10.30a.m. if i'm not mistaken.
took about 3 hours to reach Penang Hill,cause stop for 3 times at No.3, No.5 and No.84
I know it's took very long time but as long as we have fun :)
Janice shocked me cause she's not made of what i've imagine, you know what i mean janice ;)
She's leading all the time until tarc road journey began.
Everyone start complaining,then you can see Janice tiring face begin XD
Well,I'm didn't feel anything cause i slowly walk up also manage to overlap they all :O
After reaching Penang Hill,i don't feel tiring though. Maybe my energy didn't used all. LOL
The Penang Hill Trams so damm slow.If someone having stomachead,I bet he/she settle on the trams. LOL *iknowisounddigusting;X

Janice leading

Quarter of Tarc road journey. Janice start complaining. HAHAHAHA

Give me a post! snap. She's promoting her bottle?

Around 4,Vincent and Jason fetched me and Janice to Mervyn place. Rooftop cafe.

chit-chated and fill up our stomach then off to beach.

Janice,Ziqi,Jason and Vincent played jetski. While me,Mervyn,Howard and Ms.Foo sitting on the beach guarding their things and bury their shoes XD. Sadly,couldn't find back Zq and Janice slippers,SORRY =\ I feel bad. They lose their slippers cause i fetched Howard back 1st and i didn't dig all out Janice shoes yet ;X

8smtg we're back,Janice take a short nap in the car,she say she must look pretty too when sleep.

That's why she's The Sleeping Beuty :D

hills

Saturday.
Yesterday which is saturday. I got no plans and woke up late.

Mum suddenly came in my room asked me whether wanna follow dad go for a hike to Penang Hill.

since I got no plan,then I follow my parent along. ate 2 slides of Lemon Cheesecake&a cup of hot coffee-due to cannot eat too much,just ate a little-

met up with parent friends at MoonGate at 2.30p.m. Around 14persons were there.

We start at 2.35p.m. We use the small road beside the waterfall there up,following the black pipe. It's so muddy cause rain before that and the leaking of water from pipe.

After an hours of hiking,i become slow,my pistons were broke down,left one functioning.

Mum go 84 with the groups 1st while dad waiting me infront. Due to hike too fast and dint hike for so long,stamina also drop de :(

my shirt all wet and pant also x] mandi peluh

rest for 15 minutes.had a cup of tea and few biscuit. Dad asking me whether I still can hike or not. by not giving up,i continue to hike,but slowly,still reach penang hill. took me about 35minute.*Semangat tidak berputus asa !!!*

I manage to chase my mum them although they go 1st :P

It's so tiring la,my leg muscle were pain.

this dog follow us hike from 84 to Penang hill. they name him as " Wong Kao" yellow dog? LOL

They go Penang Hill to eat Ice kacang wei. LOL. 100 plus to cure my thirstyness XD
We sat MPPP rubbish car go down to botanical garden. It's so fun,the wind blow across you and the fresh air.

Sunday.

Today,went to Balik Pulau with Zy and his parent. I get shocked when he tell me that his parent going too cause at first he just say that only2 of us. Luckily i didn't call anyone else. LOL

His dad drove us there. On the way going, I enjoy the view of mother nature xD

went to his uncle farm. Picked Durians/LiulianSS for half an hour. We ate on the spot. The Uncle say the nice one is named as Xiao Hong(Little Red) hahaha,what a cute name.

After that,we went to Balik Pulau new market to have Laksa. taste okay,but the soup not that nice anymore. then we go back. Zy dad's car full with durians smell. hahahaha.

MOVIES !

After Malaysian Studies Final,i back home and put my bag a side,

then keep thinking of activities to kill my time XD

this a week,i watched 3 movies.

Night at The Museum 2.

Push

and today,i watched Terminator Salvation with Yuan,Lin and Fazila (:

The translation for the movie title is Terminator : Pembebasan. LOL

i rate for the movie for 8/10. the interesting part was the motoriminator i guess? the bike.
the action and speed was so cool i tell you ! haha i'm thinking to own one of it. *slap,wakeupsiang* don't forget your hand

This Morning, fetched Nichole to her campus to finish up her assignment,due to transport problem.Around 12+, her lecturer went for lunch,so we went back after that.

Before that,bring her to someplace,i forgotten the name.*shortmemory.LOL*

to buy her assigment thing.

Reach home around 1pm+ cause massive traffic jam everywhere and at that time,is malay prays time and school dismiss time also.

while having my brunch,Yuan and Lin reach. lend Yuan my mum bike to go out buy themself lunch cause i'm eating. paiseh XD

About 2.30pm,we went off to fetch Fazila. We drive slowly to find her house,but when I spot her house,Yuan already drove over. lol. so got to make an U-turn.

After that,off to Gp to watch movies. After movies,we went to Coffee Beans to chill. I ordered White Chocolate Ice Blended,Lin orders Double Chocolate Ice Blended and Yuan ordered Ice Latte. taste weird :/

Lin start shivering after he finish his drink. LOL. it's was so cold inside there.chit-chatted until 7pm

then got to send Fazila back and we went to Northen Beach to have our dinner.

around 8pm we back. so early right? hahaha i become guai x]]

Now i waiting them to call me for dota while waiting,i playing Restaurant City. LOL. Victor teached me a way to earn more money XD. thank youuuuu harr.

accident

Saturday morning,which is yesterday,also is my Malaysian Studies final exam :S
woke up around 7.30 then go out from house at 8.15am
came back at 8.20am. a short 5minute cause me get into an accident infront my house traffic light.
well,let how tell you guys how I get into that accident.

At first,i'm drive about 30km/h then when i turn,my bag flew out,then my left hand hold on my bag....
AT THAT TIME,the uncle with bike,which fetching his wife and a little girl in the middle,drove beside me,
he turn and slow down suddendly and come to my lane ! i'm like WTF?!that time i'm controlling with right hand only.
not to bang them,cause got a little girl,i turn more which going to hit the middle part of wall,
BUT when i turn more down and i press abit of my disc break, then i straight fall.
my back drift away and my right side kiss the floorr :S
i faster stand up cause i fall in the middle of T-Junction. When i fall,there's a Rapid behind me,luckly the bus on the other lane.
The fucking uncle get shock when heard the sound of I fall. He stop at a side and look at me,saw i stand up then faster drove away.
When i stand up,i know my hand get scretch,saw my cloth got blood,flip up my cloth,
saw a deep cut on my right tummy. you can see the blood all inside flowing.
nobody help me,so i push up my bike myself,then drove back to clean my wounds.
told mum before i go college for exam. During the exam,having hard time to hard cause my right hand injured :/
right leg somemore got a big wound.
It's so pain when i bath,the water like eating/burning my skin T.T
cannot sleep well,straight wake up when my right hand is straight, pain kan?
After exam,went to see doctor,he gave me an injection and apply iodine on me,so i become iodine boy :S cause me 80buck! dammm

I'm thinking what if i bang the uncle bike? bet the girl sure flew out.

right arm

right leg

Birthday Eve.

please refer to Janice Leong blog about my birthday short-update
http://enamouredoflove.blogspot.com/
busy with college and tutorial.

annoucement!

ladies and gentlemen,boy and girl
PLEASE CHECK OUT FOR THIS COMING SUNDAY,10th of MAY !
who will be the 1st and the last one?
dont miss out your chance. XD

count down for myself. 7days to go x))

get what it mean? ;)

Every failure comes from the disinclination of a person :
Every achievement grows from the seed of resolution :
The difference between achievement and failure lies in determination

helloooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!

oh mi gosh...sudah lama tak upgrade. sorry boy and girls.lol.
now i'm currently a college student. enroll in ptpl for accounting.
Last monday was my 1st day to class while the class was started week earlier.
Reached campus at 8.15am as told but the cashier reach at 8.28am.
so got to wait,done the payment then i asked the cashier where's the class.
she not even know,she said maybe at upstair 7th floor =.= stupid mia cashier.
then i asked Sir,he said just infront right turn. okayy...
*knocked the door* get in, everyone looking at me. Luckily the teacher just start teaching.
I still manage to catch up and Janice lent me her notes to copy. Well,the class is still okay,just around 20+ peoples.
Finished the class at 1pm then went to Gp,winter warmer to use up my coupon as it going to expired date soon.

2nd day,
I was very sleepy during the 1st class. almost falled asleep while the teacher keep talking non-stop. lol
take a break and went to bathroom to wash my face.
continue until 10.30am then T5 class was canceled and the Malaysian Studies at 2pm.
So it's like 3hours plus got nothing to do, went back to take a bath then back to campus at 1.45pm. Then Mrs Wolly is our lecturer,i feel she's funny as the way she teaching.

Well today,woke up late, then rushed to campus. luckily lecture haven't come then make some new friends, Howard,Meryn?,Janice and i forgotten another name. lol. went for lunch with Meryn at nearest coffee shop. head back to class and finished up my homework ;))
Had 2 quiz for malaysian studies. luckily I had copied all the notes yesterday so I have reference.
tomorrow is going to have 6 hours of malaysian studies and got to let her check our assigment thing as i haven't prepare. So, I'm going to surf the net and copy all down x) byeeeez !

random post

I know it's being ages i didn't update my blog.
sorry for that due to my lazy-ness and tired after work.
came back at 1am everynight you know? *pitymyself* x)



Watched 4 dvds during afternoon,then evening texted Yuan and Lc,whether tonight have dinner together?
So around 7,Yuan came to my house,wait my movie finish then went to fetch Lc.
we planned went to Tanjung bungah to have Western Food,but worry that no place and got to wait long. Luckly when we reach,still got few empty table and met Heng Hwa there. He with his family =]
chit-chat at there until 10 then went to ronda-ronda.
dropped Lc back then back home. Yuan went back and wish him goodluck in his presentation x)
and don't be lazy for your assigment. LOL
until here. byeee.




SPM result day,
woke up kinda early cause need to get my result,so bath-ed then sms to Yuan asking what time he go to school.
around 10 plus,took my key,press the starter. *brooooommm*
*4minutes later* reach school. met up with Yuan,Lin,Lc then went to hall to get our result.
on the hall ways,shouted to greet Mr.Hong xD
well,kinda surprise when i get my result,cause i didn't aim for so high.
after that went to foyer to chit-chat-ed and planned where to had our lunch.
At that time, Dog showed up ( Mrs.Ooi ) bark here and there,asked us to leave =.=
she did mention that, " you all still want to come back to study form6,so go back otherwise downgrade your kelakuan"
we all ignore her XD
We went to Lc house then headed to E-gate. Subwayz, for brunch.
blahhhhh for others. the next day back to work like usual.

test yourself =]

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education

You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Tagged by ZhanJie

A special tag.
The Rules are :
Copy to your own note,erase my answer, and enter yours.
Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions.
They have to be real, nothing made up !
If the person before you had the same first initial,
you must use different answers.
You cannot use any word twice &
you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question.

1.What is your name: SianG
2.A four letter word: Sigh
3.A boy's name: Santiago
4.A girl's name: Sherynn
5.An occupation: Sailor
6.A color: silver
7.Something you wear: spectacle
9.Something found in the bathroom: sunsilk shampoo
10.A place: South Africa
11.A reason for being late: sorry,car broke down
12.Something you shout: Stitch !!!
13.A movie title: Sex Drive
14.Something you drink: Sex on the beach
15.A musical group: Simple Plan
16.An animal: Sea Lion
17.A street name: Songkla street
18.A type of car: Sunny
19.A song title: Shut up and drive
20.A verb: shoot

I tag : Yan,Suzanne,Camille,Chia Ming,Denise,Chia Yi,Janice,Joyce,Kah yin

Seoul Garden

slept at 4am but shocked woke up at 7am then I cant sleep.
I went to downstair and thinking that I might fallasleep on sofa but I can't.
At the mean time, stomach *drumling* I start feel hungry. urghhh .
Mum was shocked when she saw I woke up so early today. Took a short bath then went to nearest coffee shop had my breakfast,Lam Mee & 2half boiled eggs + toasted bread.
After that,back home watch movies. Around 12pm, I went to Neo Image find Ah Ting,my hair stylist for hair cut. chit-chated a while with her and discuss how to cut my hair.
She took out a book and looking for guy short hair style that suitable me. I told her that take this and that mix up for me. LOL. She styled my hair after hair cut. satisfied =]

Back home,took a short bath then around 2.15pm went to fetch Cindy then Gp.
At 1st,Tsae Zhen said that 3pm meet at Seoul Garden. At the end,she late for 1 hours.
Lunch at 4pm..goshh it's tea time for my normal day.
so Me,Cindy,Vanice and her bf went in 1st while waiting TZ arrive.
It's expensive and the foods not really nice. I still prefer " Jin Ho Lu"
Around 6pm,they finally full then we went to GSC look for movies. Love Matter,7pm
When I Q-ing up,i saw Camille aka Fatimah with a guy. I wonder is her bf or crush. haha x)
After movie,stomach feel unwell, so I dropped Cindy home then back home.
The movies was funny,you will laugh your ass out =X I rate 8 out of 10.
Tomorrow Education fair at P.I.S.A. I asked yuan to go with me =D Now I still confuse which course to choose.
Business Admin?Diploma in Management?Culinary Art? Programming?

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then
and just let them out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm ok
But that's not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do

It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I'm doin' It
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin' with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

Not seeing that loving you
That’s what I was trying to do

Days

nothing special this day. just like usual. WORK !!!
tiring weii.
okayy, some people curious about how i past my Valentine.
well, I work on that night,busy whole night, shake the drinks with the shaker for 5hours++ non-stop.
imagine on it. lol. hand damm tired that day. Around 12am,our shop start closing,then William came out with 2 Domino Pizza,he said that Mary(boss) treat us. LOL. well,all of us very tired that day,but we're happy..
met Grace and Junyu that night. reach home around 3+ then bath and sleeppp..blahhh

Last Sunday was my off day. So, I went out with classmate,Zi jian,yan zhen and xin yee.
I told them that i will fetch them at 12.30 but I'm late. sorry pals due to traffic jam.
after that,we off to Gp,we watched Looking For a Star. It's a nice movie. If you haven't watch, faster get a ticket and get in the cinema and watch that show. I got a free ticket vouncher for that movie cause one of our customer gave me and other staff free movie vouncher. ;D
after movie,we went for Chili's but after we see the menu and the price,we off to Nando's. LOL
After that,walk around and find Kheng Loon. chit-chat at his shop.
Around 7smtg,we went to Faces for dinner. At first the song was nice,but after got singer came and sing,his sound very flat and low. make us no mood,then we went to beach. hehe..It's being a long time i never went to beach.
We chit-chat and hear song at there. around 10something, phone start to rang, their parent phone them,so i drop them one by one.
reach home around twelve. Feel happy to go out with them =]

Yesterday was totally suck cause i slided my finger with the cucumber slider. fuck the customer,just sat there for 5 minutes and you tell me you waited me for 30minute? Fuck you man. okay forget about that.

Today was boring cause not much customer and Mary arranged me back to kitchen for this whole week. gosh ! Don't complain that I slow If you arrange me in kitchen alone. I'm still new what. Well, I did try my best and to be fast. I did feel that my speed got improve =D
Boss and manager and others came to our shop meeting just now. She ordered an Vanilla Ice Blended,when i boiling water. =.= Water aint boil when i mix with the tea leaf,so the result is bad,too white. Sorry la boss X=

heart day

Happy Valentine to everyone ! sorry I couldn't spend this day with you
well,I still have to work on this day. It's going to be a busy day =\
William tell us that,valentine day got special menu,the old one is not available on today.
I guess I will saw a lots of couples come to my shop today. Hope my movement will faster so all the orders can out fast.

John tell us something, He said that, *on valentine day,all the drinks less sugar otherwise it will too sweet.* how cold he is. =.=

short update. Day 1